Happy Birthday 911209

wahhhh~! yest is my bias birthday :) #HappyMinho23rdDay !! i have a lot of things i wanna say to him, so one day i'm gonna meet him :) Thanks for coming into my life and makes my day Choi Minho ^_^ Although he not my first bias since i come into K-Pop fandom (the first is King Jonghyun) now he is my first Bias !! SHINee never be SHINee without Our Flaming Charisma Minho ! remember that SHINee World Love You ! i had many beautiful day and moments since i stan you, MinHoney ❤ i hope he will make a twitter acc =,= may you will always succes and happy as an idols now, i know you must having a lot of hardtime but remember that SHINee World always by your side to support you and good luck in everythings :) Oh Je Ro, Choi Min Hyuk, Kang Tae Joon, Kim Seung Woo, Choi Minho, Saranghae.. he is one of my role model ckckckc you and SHINee makes my life colourful.. when i'm having a hard time.. seeing you make me stand up again, although you don't know me.. you give me a lot of strenght and i'm sure that other flames also like me ^_^ we proud of you

i like his competitive and work hard, i loved seeing him serious when it's about sport and work.. don't misunderstood about his competitiveness, it's not like he want to boast that he is talented.. the truth is he was born talented.. stop talking shit about minho, you are not a shawol so you don't even know anything about him.. minho.. the boy who the first to comfort his hyung when they crying, the guy who never forget to mention SHINee World anytime they got an award, he is the one who left behind after every concert and give heart to shawol, a tough guy but he really pure and lovely when he cry, the quiet and carefull in word minho now turned to be talkactive and adorable cute interesting minho.. your face, your laugh, your cuteness, your voice, your talents and everythings about you..  i really really love it.. i promise to always be on your behalf and always support you.. wish you to always happy and stay healthy ! SHINee World Love Choi Minho

SHINee 💎

"SHINee"

today, i'm gonna update about them, the best K-Pop Idols in my life.

MAMA yesterday is bored for me, it's without SHINee, SJ, B1A4, BAP, TEEN TOP, BTOB loll XD

SHINee didn't attend it but i still hoping that SHINee Will win, so it ended up SHINee Won Best Dance Performance and i'm really really proud of that ! and congratulation shawol, we really really did a work hard for SHINee and SHINee also work hard :) we make that #SHINeeIsMissing hashtag trending in some place and it was soo fun playing around :)

'141113' the date i put in my twitter's bio, it was the day SHINee won Artist Of The Year. the day were Minho and Taemin cry for the first time when got an award :) They deserve that award, they really really did a work hard ! btw, this is my though for SHINee Member :)

Minho = Haishh T.T minho really really has a tight schedule, it make flames worried about his healthy.. i just stalk a MINHO's fanpage at FB and lots of picture from that page is minho acted cute and make me wanna keep him in my pocket T.T joking joking :) Minho seem like a tough guy, right ? but when he cry.. he seems very pure and adorable OF COURSE HE IS MY BIAS MUAHAHA

Jonghyun = Jonghyun Jonghyun Jonghyun KING OF TROLLER T.T how can he tweeted he's at home the right time when Shawol trend #SHINeeIsMissing.. he was soo cute and it makes people check his real age again and again :) Do you hear his sobbing at MMA ? it's soo noisy and cute loll Jonghyun looks like a sweet guy, right ? how much he love his mom and noona awww adorable King Jonghyun

Onew = Our Leader Lee JinKi ^_^ ohh, btw its been a while i dont see his sangtae.. my mom really really like onew in SHINee :) Jinki is a humble guy, that bow for everyone although he is senior.. a guy that hide all of his pain and keep smillling.. he is forever a good leader for me and i really really wanna be like him.. i mean his attitude, he respect everyone :) 

Taemin = Lee Taemin or his new name Taeman :) when watching SHINee 2008-2010, Taemin was really cute his face hahaha ^^ so young and like a kid but now hes changed :) he be mature and it's a good thing :) human will grow old haha ^_^ although some time his cuteness came without his knowing :) now we really2 had to think again, who maknae in SHINee XD 

Key = Ohh Kim Kibum you soo adorable day by day in my heart, i love his black hair !!! did you see his room ? LMAO XD i though his room was the clean one because he is Umma XD i think its because of his tight schedule now he dont have mush time for updating his 'Key Shop'.. he cry when talked with his grandma in Barefoot Friends.. ohh he has a pure heart.. he must really2 miss his grandma, right ? diva key

okay finished, are you enjoy reading my blablabla from my heart ? maybe my though is different from other but i really really want to post this so if you hate it just keep calm and love SHINee :) thats only for this early morning-late night :) i will update again tomorrow maybe :) paiipaii

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yeah... My final exam already ended !! but not a freedom yet, still got PBS T.T hope i will got a good result.. i'm so lazy this year.. seeing people same age as me work really had make myself feel weird LMAO XD i just.. yaaa.. *Miracle is another name for hardwork?* hahaha :) yeah.. myself being really weird right.. last weeks.. it was really really worst.. i keep treat people cold.. i dont know whats wrong with me.. but.. now.. i think its better.. i try not showing my eager or feeling at twitter.. i try to forgive them and think positive.. i'm sorry, really really sorry.. i'm a badgirl right? i'm not a good saeng,friend and daughter for people beside me..
mianhei... last week i keep thinking about stupid things.. hahahahahaa....

dad.. sorry.. if only you read this.. your stubborn daughter here.. say sorry.. i'm lazy to study.. but i really2 want to make you proud again and again.. i love you more than other.. but i hope you can get enough rest.. you always say that you're tired..

and for someoneoneone.. : good luck for spm.. now people know who.. i know you can do it because you are jjang jjang 😃 i.. always want to be a person who always be there for you.. joke with you and hear your problem.. sorry, i'm not a good mei.. i hope you will understand me sometime when my mood weird...

Destination ❤

Hello ^_^
jason genius, i'm updating here XP *can't call you pabo anymore since 16 days left from SPM*  hope you can do your best my sheepo XD i know youncan do it, ehh btw, when you want sponsor me to Korea? you already rich, has yellow hotel, treat me lah sometime XD hahahahaha XD yeahhh 3 weeks more before school holiday, feel to excited for freedom XD..well, feel very frust with my lapppppyyy loll, some keyboard not working so i have to type using on-screen keyboard and it freaking hard to touch2 loll =_=' i update for.... i also dont know ✌ btw next week i got exam, so please pray for my result ! i want to stay in the first class~ and i already decide to unactive my ask.fm, are you happy ? lets laugh with me 😈 hahahaha suddenly want laugh 🐑 minho was sooo cute and adorable ! and... for the stalker or busybody.. hey, dont be sesaeng please, what if you in that condition? i guess you will mad too.. Jason was so garang lately, so beware, he gonna eat you *joking* he keep call the busybody my fans loll, i dont want to have sasaeng fans.. its scary.. ahhh~  i miss danial already 😁
and for yaya, hey.. isnt ain already say, dont do that.. we must respect other decision.. i know you do that because you care about me but you really really dont have to do that,yaya. i'm not gonna broke our friendship just because of this matter.. i love you and this friendship.. so i hope you wont do that anymore.. i'm glad, its only you who cheer me up that time when i'm sad, although you had to study, you still care about me.. yaya, i love you chingu ❤
and i think i'm changed nlw with my friend.. T.T sorry.. i also dont know why i be like this...  and this is last but not least from me.. byebye and stay healthy 🎊

사랑해요...

Hello :)
firstly, i want to say Congrat For SHINee- Everybody comeback :) it was really cool, their dance was cool and cute ? I hope it's gonna be a daeeebakk comeback of this year :) haha.. ha.. haishh =_='
i just.. can't.. for Gee.. or Najihah.. you send me a wechat.. right ? i read it.. i got no comment for that.. it isn't like i dont want to forgive you, the truth is you also dont have any fault.. the reason why i sit at the other seat is.. i want some time.. can you give me some time to release all of this thing ?.. will you understand me ? lately i got a lot of problem.. i still love our friendship but please give me a time..

Lene.. Arlene.. I will try to do all the thing you told me.. 

But now.. why my feeling say, you are sad? sorry.. i dont know how to cheer you up now.. maybe you say you are okay.. but deep inside you heart.. still hurting.. right ? please be happy.. i feel very sad too because of this.. Jason.. please eat well, take care of yourself, don't overthinking, and don't awkward with me please ? :)
now i scared about something.. but i just let it.. it's not too important :) hahahaa XD now i remember about yaya, eykin and kak izzy loll XD yaya with her 'Over Happy' Thank You bestie. Eykin and her misunderstanding loll XD funny mehh, and kak izzzzzyyyyyy with her wish loll XD kak, it will be really cute right ? Minho ? hahaha :) they are awesome people in my life.. actually right now, i'm waiting for my SHINee-MOU album to arrived, hope i will got Minho Pc for this album XD.. that's all :) everyone, please be happy ? byebye

downn

i already read your update and it's killing me..
hey.. sorry but..
Although they dont know the real story but they try to understand, try to sit beside me, support me.. while you? you beside her..the people that i hate.. do you know how it feel ? seeing you like that make me feel down.. they try to understand my feeling right now, at this moment, at this kind of problem.. my though toward them be better now.. i been friend with them long time already and maybe thats why they know me more than other do..sorry but.. i have change my attitude toward you.. i dont want to do all of that but..i dont get the real you.. seem like you love her more.. right ? who 'her' ? the one who call you "kak gee"..
although they always leave me alone, they often ignore me, i always walk on step behind them.. but they are with me when i need someone to support me.. you say i'm changed but you changed more than i do.. it's not like i want to ignore you.. i love you a lot..

Do you remember.. the day we go to hangout? since that day.. i feel this feeling.. u still remember? when is whisper something about that girl and you say "hishhh" do you know how much i got heartbroken ? BECAUSE OF HER WE BE LIKE THIS AND I FREAKING HATE THAT GIRL ! 

i want to talk with you at the gate before back to home but seeing her around you, i rather stand alone... yesterday, i'm not laugh because of them.. but they say minho come to me so i laugh.. you see me laugh with them ? happy with them.. but dont you know that is FAKE ! i dont do that with you because i though you know my condition, because usually i can be the real me only INFRONT of you not my other friends.. i feel so bad when read your update.. the first, i though you and her just like, know each other.. but seem like it's not like that.. right ? i always talk bad about her.. dont you mad ? if you mad i'm sorry..

"chukkaeyo for having your bestfriend back ?" do you know how much your word here make me feel to choke myself ? i'm suffer a lot.. that's one of the reason i changed.. everywhere is a problem.. world can't stop judging.. THE LAST WORD FROM ME.. chingu, i'm sorry, i'm bad, i'm stupid, i'm useless, i make you hurting, i make you suffer.. it's all my fault..

English Exhibition

Hello baa baa ~!!
Today we had an english exhibiton that i told you before.. That Photography Project ! It was very tiring, last night i should finish the slideshow but i ended up sleeping =_=' luckily i can finished it at school today, Thanks to the member who help to decorate the picture while i make slideshow..i feel sorry toward them.. Syue, Syahirah, Anis, Gee, Farahin.. you work really hard.. sorry , maybe i'm not a good leader, sometime i get angry with you all but you still listen to me well and help a lot.. maybe i'm not like the the other leader.. i really2 had a good time today.. i feel very useless because i can't help you to give a script, but you doing well and i hope all of us got Band 6 for English.. it's was really fun we we joking with each other, that time i forgot all my problem and i feel the friendship between us ^^  Teacher say we got a broken english, but i hope whe proud when see our hardwork.. when give a introduction, i feel very nervous but teacher help me from the back.. i feel thankful.. i hope we can do this kind of project again.. for the other classmate who work hard, i hope all of us will succes :) Dila that cheer me up when i get ready to give a introduction, she give me a lot of support..we give a lot of cooperation to each other.. we learn a lot from this project, we learn to work hard, work in group, how to take a good picture and talk in front of people :) Thanks again to our teacher who give a lot of support and motivation for us to complete this project ~ ByeBye 

Now..

Hello^^
It's a bit busy now with school thing.. our English's Teacher want us to make a project about 'Photography' and we have to using our own skill to take a picture T_T so here is some of my picture :

At Beach..

Kenyir Lake

well.. it's not that beautiful though :( pray for my group's succes yaa :)

Cameron Highland

i'm glad for some my friend that always cheer me up :) yaya,gee,kak izzy thanks a lot.. but i need you more.. i feel weird with my siblings and parent.. it's been 14 years they with me but, they don't even know what i want, what i like and what i love.. nevermind, maybe they will never know..that time when i was young, i was very close with my older sis, but now she has her own family..and we are not that close anymore.. and my friend.. i just wanna tell them, can you share your problem with me? i share ny problem with you anytime i got problem but why you don't even tell me ? am i too bad and you don't even trust me ? i feel really really bad with that.. i have some message for them :

For Gee : Hey, sorry if anytime you ask me what's my problem, i say 'nothing'... it's because i don't even know that.. thanks for be my friend and sit beside me in class..

For Eykin : kinn, can you share your problem with me ? i feel stupid everytime you whisper with her when we are together.. you can't trust me yaa ?

For Yaya : thank you yaya anytime you beside me when i got a problem, you cheer me up sweety :) You are my bestfriend and i love you as family^^

i got my own reason why i'm not join our 'Brass Band' 90% from my classmate join that.. why? because there are no one can get me from practice that on weekend.. my dad always busy with work, he work far from school not like your dad, i can't walk alone home.. it's dangerous, can you understand that? and my mom won't let me walking alone..there are also none of our classmate live near my house.. i know la my house was not too far from school.. but still.. i hope my classmate understand that..

"Love, no matter when. This heart is given so much love

that it's overflowing. Always Love. 

You are the reason for my smile. 

Now, "I'm trying my best so that I can smile even when I can't see you"

I want to tell you that, right away. I want to send that message to you, with love.

Everyday Everywhere

We're definitely under the same sky

Thank you for believing in me,

Just that, makes me happy." -SHINee Always Love eng trans

Feel...

Sorry..
It must be really hard right ? i don't mean to make you be like this.. 
maybe i can't understand you.. sorry, last night i'm not there with you..
i know you got badmood last night.. right ? acctually i'm waiting for you since i back from school, although i know you usually online at night... but because i'm too tired, i sleep and wake up this morning.. you had exam, i really really don't mean to make you think a lot..
yes.. when first we know each other, i just want you to be my brother together.. but i don't know why it be like this.. i feel really comfort with you like we have been a few year already.. like we are the real sibling.. but, you are better than all my sibling, you know me more than them.. why you keep saying 'one day we will not be like this?'.. while me, i keep thinking 'although what happen, we are still friend, you are still my brother and nothing will changed' although one day i meet someone, i love someone.. you are still people that mean my brother to me.. but i think it's gonna be a longggg time more.. when you are with me when i'm sad, i'm happy and when you joke with me, i like that.. when you are about my sis, you care about me.. i don't know what to do anymore.. i'm glad i still have you, although we had problem we still tweet/joke like usual.. maybe a little changed? i feel bad though.. i feel.. if you gonna love someonelse, i will let you go, also this feeling.. but, please don't leave me and still be my friend.. glad, last night that person who ask u in ask.fm, has with you last night maybe it's make you feel better.. i'm sorry.. 

lene, we are friend right? i feel bad because of this.. i'm sorry lene.. please cheer up, i also read about your update.. it's must hurt a lot right ? i hope you can be happy and healthy always..

Life..

Hey.. I'm here again.. 
Today i went hangout with my friends.. it's awesome although it's damn tired.. i'm happy today until i meet that girl.. how can i meet her there ? when i see her.. my mood is like abcdefg.. i feel like 'mom.. i wannna go home now'.. yea.. she kind with my friends.. so, do you know how it feel ? it's not like i hate her but i dont like her attitude toward me.. i don't care about his bf or what.. i don't care anymore.. i dont like or love him anymore.. i just hoping that he always happy.. okay stop.. why i should think about him.. 
lately.. i got too stress, i think a lot i think.. tired with school.. when i got stress and i can't endure that anymore. i just crying alone.. i dont really like to share my problem with anyone expect people that really close.. now i'm thinking about this.. now i'm growing older, i be less-talking with my siblings.. i'm not playfull anymore.. i changed a lot with them.. sorry.. 
i'm tired of my life.. my family. my friends. why they cant love me like the way i love them ? what the fault i do ? haishh.. idk anymore.. and for him.. i already force myself to stop my feeling toward you.. but i can't.. now.. take your time.. 
well, at school... my friend keep mention his name although i say "he just my brother" but they nor belive that =_=' i really2 hope they can stop do that.. okay.. that's all.. byebye
i really reallly realllyyy love minho loll.. joking XD 

Haru^^

last week i stalk some SHINee old song and find this song^^ it was really good and got a meaningful lyric.. here the translation :

- [All] Fall in love, please hold onto my hand tightly

I wanna be, please stay only by my side
Oh, happy day, I'm going to give you my all
I can't stop, I only love you

Oh, shiny day, your happy smile
You so sweet, and my embarrassing nervousness
Take my heart, I'm going to give it to you
I can't stop my love for you (Love)

[Taemin] My heart beats fast
The more I look at you
My heart pounds so much 
[Onew] Again and again like this
Little by little every day
I love you today more than yesterday
I love you
[Key] More radiant than that sunlight
Is our memories that fill the day 
[Jonghyun] My severely trembling heart
Shouts that it loves you
Who looks over me

*Repeat

[Minho] Underneath the blue sky, the two of us
Walk the inescapable path where we’ve fallen into sweetness
Like in a love story that appears in a fairytale, we look at each other
We dream about what this is, is it love?
[Key] Feel like paradise, you are my day
Do you know my day is meaningful when you're in it, girl?If it's not you, I don't need anything else
Let today be the day
[Taemin] I think about you the entire day
It's just full of things we can do together
[Onew] In my day, you are
Such a special person
I shout that I love you

*Repeat

[Jonghyun] Fall in love, please hold onto my hand tightly
I wanna be, please stay only by my side
You so sweet, I'm going to give you my all
I can't stop, I only love you

[All] Oh, shiny day, your happy smile
You so sweet, and my embarrassing nervousness
Take my heart, I'm going to give it to you
I can't stop my love for you (Love)

{cr.owner}

Good Luck ^^

First of all, i wanna say 'Good Luck' for Jay.. He gonna had a trial tomorrow~ this update about.. about... continue that s.p.e.c.i.a.l.b.o.y. before XD.. why i continue that ? well, i also don't know.. when i alone with Eykin.. i thinking about this.. i'm just really really happy ? XP soryy for sometime i'm OVER, maybe you will feel annoyed but i hope that's not happen..
i hope you can accept me well, i'm not perfect.. but i hope we will be perfect together..
i really2 dont want to disturb you but.. since i miss you so i have to disturb *evil smile* i like the way you joking with me, like the usual we do^^ urmmm, do you already notice 'The things that i wait for you to notice?' i hope u alr know what is that..
when u ignore me before, i'm really hurting.. but now.. i'm thinking to forget all of that..
I Love You because Who Are You and i hope you will never changed..
I'm scared when you talk about your feeling..
I'm happy when online because i have you, kak izzy, kak mai and kak walking alive also some of my close friend that appreaciate me more than people in my real life..
you are not only in my social life, now you in my real life.. you should blame hyuna and zelo for that..
i like to flowering2 with you because i want to joking + i like to do that although u seen can't do that.. I'm okay and i hope you don't burdened :)
I hope i can meet Leon one day^^

*it's gonna rain XD so byebye :)* study smart jayjay ^^

My Day ^^

it's 23 August already XD
So my Birthday already passed :) 22 August 1999 :) i happy for that day even though some reason make me feel a bit sad :) Thanks for all the chingu who wish me.. and who give me a present, i really appreciate it :)
so i'm officially 14 Years Old :) I got the greatest present for my birthday.. it's him XD
since i alr 14 y/o now.. i wish i can be more kind than the past, more good than the past :)
that's all so byebye

Thanks for yaya who give me a cute turtle doll and SHINee Keychain, my mom that give me a phone and shoes.. My neighbour/friend who give me a dress and cake, my sis who give me a pink sheep doll XD, my untie that give me a hoodies and Jason who give me his update XD

byebye <3

Him..

and it's true.. i know the way you type, dear... you can't hide that^^
I love your blog song btw..
no need to thanked, it's my promise.. right ?
me is me :) i don't pretend anything ^^
you always got a chance since i still....
and i promise to always by your side.. i hope you can do the same..
i really really glad to have you, you.. always make me happy..
thanks for coming to my life.. and the reason I Love U is..
because you are you.. you are very caring..your attitude, i like it..
different ? why i dont feel any different.. is it real i'm different ?
exam.. it's very important.. it's really important for you.. and i always know you can do it..
we should study hard.. right ?
i will try to not change my attitude... and not be awkward.. let's be normal..
seen like i have to listen to you.. i know my dad love me.. and my friend too.. i have to appreciate what they have done for me..
thanks for the wish.. as long as you have by my side i will try to be happy..
because you are one of the reason i happy..
thanks for follow me and mention me first on twitter.. i can feel having a caring brother...
i also don't like when you sad.. please always be happy.. when had a problem, i will always be there.. for you..
i don expect all of this acctually... i wake up this morning and checked your blog..
and i end up crying.. thank you.. for the greatest present for my birthday..
you should take your time to know me more and i should do that too..
i don't want you to easily give up loving someone like the past..
i hope it will be a long-lasting ? haha..
Thanks for be my Brother, My Bestfriend and My Everything..

Just Read ahh..

hermm~ like this ahh..
You make me feel really bad.. Make me feel I'm the one who make you and her can't together..
I dun want to be Ego.. I want you happy, understand ?
maybe you think i will never understand you but.. you want me to say 'I'm Not Okay' 'I Hate You' like that ? and make all the people say I'm Selfish.. come on Jason.. Although I'm not okay or what, I still want you happy.. I already say from the beggining, don't fell burdened or sorry.. It's all my fault to had that stupid feeling toward you.. I act like i'm okay since last night because i don't want to make myself being sad and stupid.. i'm try to smile and tweet like an idiot, playing aroung and joking with other.. i dun wan us being too awkward.. I really2 miss the old us.. when we can tweet anything that we want..
now.. we can't be like that anymore, i don't want to hurting her, because i know what she feels.. she really2 want you..  about the people that disturb you in ask, i also don't know who but she seem really2 know me..
the reason why i always chaged is i'm trying to forget all my feeling toward you but i can't, i know you already has someone you like that time but i act nothing.. * I miss all our jokes, Sleep at the same time, and teasing each other* since the early we close, people don't like us.. although some of them say we are 'good or blablabla'.. we got bashed just because we always tweet each other, remember?
now.. i feel sorry toward her.. you should be happy.. I just want see you happy.. maybe things will changed... I hope you will happy with her.. I'm sorry for all of this.. there are one thing you don't know..

Lee Taemin's Day ^^

for Taemin's Birthday
I know this update might a little late but i still want to update.. ckckckc XD

Lee Taemin-ahh,
Saengil Chukkhae :) Our Maknae already old now ^^ Thanks for be a good maknae for SHINee
SHINee World will always support you forever :) Thanks for growing up well :) other might not know the Hard Time you passed since your debut day.. You was very young at that time but already work and apart from family.. it must be really hard.. right ? now.. it's 5 years since SHINee Debut means 5 years you be a Idol.. continue SHINING always Lee Taemin :) Thanks for your hardwork, without You SHINee will not SHINING like now ^^ 

midnight

urmm...
i also don't know what to update tonight..
after stalking 'That People'
i want to wish him :

"Good Luck for trial next month, i know you can do it ^^ you study hard already :) I'll always here for cheers you"

Today i got a fever and my body not feeling well.. thanks to 'That People' to make me smile tonight ^^
I wish all of you that read my update to always healthy and Happy ^_^
Btw, i'm excited for SHINee Comeback next month ^^ wish them a luck and will win a lot of award for this comeback.. !! They Always Jangg!!

that's all for now.. byebye :)
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Thank You >.<

again.. for u

I'm tired of stalking you always..
I know 'give up' not the right decision..
I know I can't force you to love me..
I can't tell you my real feelings..
I can't confess my Love to you..
but..
                                         "To Loving You, Care About You are My Habit Now.."
                                     "Love That Can't Be Together Can Also Be Known As Love"

and Isn't That 'My Love Should Go On?'

I Hope You Will Know That..
the moment when i know you, is the BEST moment in my life...

ex ex

urmm.. i really2 hope you can read this..

Dear You,
It's not like i want our relationship back..
but..
Can we close like other ?
Why we be like strangers ?
Just stare deep into each other eyes..
Without a single word.. Without a Smile..
We awkward to each other..
It's my fault, I'm sorry... Really2 Sorry..
I just don't want we hurting wach other again..
I Think this is the right decision..
I just don't want you get hurt again..
I'm sorry..

Crush..

I don't want fall in love with you but i ended up like that.. I want you to know but I don't want to say that.. I'm sorry.. I will support you in everything :) Because you are ma Crush.. I think I don't want to have a Crush.. I just don't want you to leave me... Even if you like other girl, I will support that.. Don't feel burdened..

"It’s been so long

Me, liking you and you never know
I worry that I might get caught
Keep thinking if I should say or not

Do you know my mind?
Are you pretending like you don’t know?
Pretending like you can’t overcome it
Can’t you just accept my heart?

My love, my love
Please open up your mind
I’ve been tired of waiting
So exhausted but so that I won’t fall
Please hold my hand

Even I’m talking with people
but I still think of you all day
How to do so I can tell you about my mind
You’re my only one

Because I love you so much,
Because I like you so much,
Please don’t turn away
Please accept my heart
I’ll make you happy forever
I want to be with you
Can’t you just come to me"    *Sandeul-Crush

btw, this is my blog's song lyric translation :) 

Saengil Chukka Hamnida Gee

annyeong :) today is Najihah birthday :) so, this update is for her ^_^

Gee, Saengil chukkahae :) happy birthday ! hope you will always happy , good luck for study.. don't play a lot and forever be my friend... i hope one day , you will got the chance to meet your Donghae :) just continue our weird imagination in class.. thanks for be a good friend ^_^ be a good daughter to your mom , i know that you love her a lot <3 I  will pray for you succes in all the things ! Let's study harder forever :) byebye 

for Hater

okay.. Hello
this entry saje2 jer.. but i just want you know lahh.. lately , rmai giler hater kpop kat twitter tu.. ktuk mcam2.. GAY la , PLASTIC la , KPOPPERS ni bodoh la.. so for hater :
i know all of you are smart and handsome/pretty but please respect us.. itu minat kami , x kacau korang kann? kalau x suke TL penuh ngan KPOPPERS janganla follow kpoppers.. kami x perlu follower macam korang pom.. tiap kali nak kutuk kpop guna tweet Islamic , korang ingat kami ni x solat ? x pandai mengaji ? x reti bab agama ? kami ada hadnye.. and bukan semua dari diorang buat 'plastic surgery'..

and for me.. since i like Kpop , my ENGLISH makin baik :) thanks a lot , maybe bec tngok citer diorang gne eng sub , variety show lagi , dan interaction kami dengan Kpopers dari luar kot :) when i see them..
how they respect the people that older than them.. how much they love their parents and how much they love their fans.. it really make me respect them.. for other Kpoppers , it's okay :) hater gonna hate :)

byebye , Assalamualaikum :)

School is Back

annyeong ^_^ holiday is ends :( welcome back to school ! it's a bit sad because this holiday i didn't go anywhere but it's okay because i can tweeting/chatting with Ikan Biliss Oppa till late at night :) for the mid-year's exam result , i hope i didn't fail in any subject :( teacher Hafinna said we also have exam next year.. huh , their think our brain is computer or what ? just enough with PBS ! right now , i fell very worried about math's result.. right now , I'm single yeayyy !! *P/S : Hyuna Oppa , we are same =P* i will study harder after this.. i didn't got a good result because i'm too lazy to study , i play a lot :'( .. Teacher , I'm sorry :( i will study harder after this :) PaiPai

Kpop Top 85 ^_^

Top 85 best KPop Group:

1. SUPER JUNIOR.
2. Girls Generation.
3. Big Bang.
4. SHINee.
5. NU'EST.
6. TVXQ.
7. BEAST/B2ST.
8. 2NE1.
9. U-KISS.
10. 2PM/2AM.
11. T-ara.
12. B.A.P.
13. EXO.
14. FT ISLAND.
15. Infinite.
16. MBLAQ.
17. Boyfriend.
18. f(x).
19. Girls' Generation-TTS.
20. Miss A.
21. Block B.
22. CN Blue.
23. 4minute.
24. Sistar.
25. SS501.
26. Kara.
27. Davichi.
28. Teen Top.
29. Secret.
30. B1A4.
31. Wonder Girls.
32. A Pink.
33. VIXX.
34. JJ Project.
35. JYJ.
36. After School.
37. T-ara N4.
38. Speed.
39. uBEAT.
40. Fin K.L.
41. 5Dolls.
42. BTOB.
43. Orange Caramel.
44. Rainbow.
45. ZE:A.
46. Brown Eyed Girls.
47. Ulala Session.
48. Shinhwa.
49. Hello Venus.
50. Girl's Day.
51. Coed School.
52. Nine Muses.
53. Touch.
54. Fiestar.
55. Dalmatian.
56. Dal Shabet.
57. EXID.
58. Brown Eyed Soul.
59. GLAM.
60. Smash.
61. Chocolat.
62. GP Basic.
63. H.O.T.
64. S.E.S.
65. CHI CHI.
66. Leessang.
67. C-Clown.
68. Azura.
69. Sunny Hill.
70. Crayon Pop.
71. AOA.
72. A-Prince.
73. Airplane
74. C-Real.
75. Busker Busker.
76. She'z.
77. Tahiti.
78. Clazziquai.
79. Tahiti GirLs.
80. Pure.
81. Led Apple.
82. Nevermind.
83. Skarf.
84. EvoL.
85. Spica.

*I JUST COPY IT ^^ IF YOU DON'T SATISFIED ABOUT THIS ~ DON'T BASH ME ^_^

Feeling...

I'm sorry.. because of my stupid conffesion
we ended up like this..
it's not your fault acctually.. it's my fault..
i don't know how to treat you like other does..
maybe, i should leave you..
maybe you'll think i'm very selfish..
i think you'll find the other girl after this..
i'll pray for your hapiness..
maybe when you read this , you have a other GF..
when you miss me , see the gift i give to you..
i want a freedom now but deep in my heart ,
I Still Love You..
after this , let's make a new life..
forget the past.. i believe you can do this..
GoodBye..


Thanks to Hyuna Oppa and Gee , you helped me a lot.. 

5 Years With SHINee

yeah.. 5 Years With SHINee ! it's passed but i just want to update about it..
since it's SHINee Anniversary i would like to thank for SHINee because they always cheer me up , when i sad and i hear their song.. i began to stand up and smile again.. THANK YOU SO MUCH =')
I Know KPOP through SHINee-Ring Ding Dong.. ^_^ it's start from SHINee and i'll forever be a SHINee World =) they worked very hard for their fans
for SHINee World " although we're from all around the world , but when we're here to support SHINee ! let's be one ! we are SHINee World!"

for haters = Kpop isn't about our love to K-Idols but it's about FRIENDSHIP ! 

I HOPE SHINee will always succes ! keep the hard work ! SHINee World love all of you ! SHINee Jjang !!

Holiday Is Holiday

IT'S HOLIDAY~ holiday is coming but i'm here.. duduk rumah x pergi mne2..
annoyinggggggggggggggggggggggg~! pasal mid-year exam haritu.. mmg susah giler tau.. =(
just dapat resut BI ^_^ Alhamdullilah =) Holiday tetap ada homework tapi skikit saje.. just essay ngan nota SN ~ minggu lepas kannn.. Album yang I order sampai.. so happy maa~ thanks to akak kedai tu , album sampai cepat tau ^_^

SHINee Album for now ~! my One Shot still didn't arrived ^_^

and this is my nephew ^_^ Danial Zafran ! love him so much ^_^ 

p/s = HYUNA OPPA ! thanks to promote my blog *wink*

Busy ~ Busy ~

Hello ^^

I'm here ~ How's today ?

i just wanna say : HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY  to all teacher in my school.. 

THANKS TO teacher in :

1. SKBP  (2006-2007)

2. SKA (2007-2011)

3. SMK AJIL.. (2012-2013)

thanks a lot for teaching me , without you i'll never succes.. thanks for your love ^_^

Next week i'll have a mid-year exam.. wish me all the best , okay ? I hope i'll got a flying colour of result ! 

For You ~ My Chingu

This Update if for you ^_^

- Gee-sshi - 

Gee , it's a while we been a close friend , right ? Here , I just wanna say , Thank You ! Thanks for be my friend =) i can keep spazzing about K-Pop with you in class.. ^_^ We know each other well.. and I hope i'll always understand your feeling.. just say to me if you have a problem , maybe you can feel better with that.. hope you'll meet Donghae one day ~! be a good daughter for your mother.. I hope all our imagine will come true =) ... with that stupid boys , don't be too stress and think about yourslef too.. many people need and love you , Gee..

That's all for now.. ^_^

You Are Very Precious For Me

It's start from the first time i fall in love with KPOP.. and now I have a precious person in my life ^_^
Unnie , Oppa and Dongsaeng... Thanks for coming into my life ^_^

For , Oumy Unnie ^_^
Unnie , although you are far away in Morocco , you are always in my heart.. I LOVE YOU so much unnie.. now , both of us are busy with school ='( Unnie , you're so kind from the first time I know you =D Be my unnie forever , okay ?


For , Mehnaz Unnie ^_^
Unnie ~ Unnie ~ my cute and funny unnie ^_^ unnie always make me happy and laugh.. unnie , fighting for school okay.. I'll always post you a photo of Baby Danial when i have a time ^_^ Unnie , always be happy in UAI okay ^_^ Unnie , saranghae <3


For , Hyuna Oppa XD
Jason oppa , it's just a while since we know each other but i think you're very kind ^_^ we can get along very well ^_^ Do the best for your exam this year =D don't study too hard , it's bad for your health ^_^ Oppa , you're funny ! Thanks for accept me to be your Dongsaeng! Wish you all the best =)


For , Po Lay unnie XD
Unnie-ah !! Long time not see you ^_^ hope that you'll always happy and healthy ^_^ maybe you're busy with study.. unnie , mention me when you online in twitter , okay ? I'll wait for that ^_^ Fighting unnie ! Saranghae =D

Hope that you'll read this message.. Thanks for be a part of my life ^_^ I Love You all ~
i'm so shy and awkward =) HeHe

Birthday Girl XD

Hello~ long time no update~
today is my bestfriends birthday ~ my friends since primary school...

for Eykin ,
kin , Happy Birthday neh , wish you all the best for exam next week ^_^ be healthy always and study hard okay ^_^ make your parents happy ^_^ we already create a best moment together but it's not enough.. i hope that we'll always be a bestfriend.. but lately , i think you hide something from me.. i'm so sad.. we don't talked to each other a lot.. everything that you do and you choose.. i'll always pray for your succed and hapiness..

that's all for now (awkward) i hope she will read this =)

SHINee - Aside

Pernah Dengar Lagu SHINee - Aside x ? Sedap kan lagu tu ?
Kalau betul2 faham lirik dia.. best sngat ^_^

SHINee - Aside Lyric =) ENGLISH TRANSLATE..

-                                                     All night, I draw out your face

I get embarrassed at my uncontrollable imagination
At some point, you have grown bigger in me
Although you won’t know

The more the days that I see you increase
I get scared that my held in feelings will be noticed
Honestly, your happy face
Is the hardest to see for me

Every time you see me and smile, deep in my heart,
A serious illness forms
I know I can’t but I want to hug you
I want to feel you, I want to dream with you
I start to hate that guy who loves you
But I am also endlessly jealous
But some day, I want to put my heart into it
And tell you this long-time story as I hold your hand

On days that my heart pounds incoherently
I could selfishly confess to you but
What would happen after that?
That’s what I’m scared of

Every time you see me and smile, deep in my heart,
A serious illness forms
I know I can’t but I want to hug you
I want to feel you, I want to dream with you
I start to hate that guy who loves you
But I am also endlessly jealous
But some day, I want to put my heart into it
And tell you this long-time story

I remember the day I saw your tears for the first time
As you vented to me, I started to have a bad expectation

Right now, there are two dazzling people
And me, who is poorly acting
I try to scold myself for being such a fool
But my heart is still heading toward you

As if it’s been promised, I mumble by myself in front of you, who can’t hear
I want to go to you

But some day, I want to put my heart into it
And tell you this long-time story as I hold you in my arms

Kalau faham betul2 lagu ni pasal Men that's can't get the Girl that he love.. 

Jonghyun Accident

Pity Jonghyun ='( it's just 7 day left for his Birthday =(

= SHINee Jonghyun reported to have been in a car accident Juct click this link and you'll know about it ^_^

- Dino , please get well soon -

Twitter VS Facebook

okay ! cerita pagi ni pasal Twitter and Facebok..
well.. aku rase skrang aku semakin active kat Twitter ^_^ reason ? yang pertamanya sebab kat FB tu smua siblings aku join, sepupu-sepapat semua, uncle lagi ~ ishhh~ nak privacy jgak kay ^_^ yang kedua sebab kat Twitter boleh la aku stalk Bias2 aku tuh , macam Jonghyun (@realjonghyun90) atau Onew ^_^ HaHaHa  *smirk*
Kat twitter boleh la tweet2 ngan kpoppers Lain ^_^ and kat twitter x la ada yg kta aku gila coz tweet x smpai 1 minit skali =_=
tapi FB still OHSEMMMM~ ^^

That's my Twitter ^^ Follow me and i'll followback ~ Twitter is Wonderful !

Facebook ~ Feel free to add me and i'll approve..

Full of Minho ? I'm sorry =_= what to do.. I just Like him a lot ^_^

Bias ~

well~ aku kan minat Kpop sekarang.. Kalau dah Minat Kpop tuh , mestilah ada BIAS ! hahahaha ^_^
I'm SHINee World ( ShaWol ) ! also Multi Fandom =) BIAS aku ialah CHOI MINHO SHINee !
kenapa ??
because.. He Sings Well , He Dance well , He's The Best Rapper ^_^ , He's so cute and Adorable , He is a Model too , He is a MC , He's Talented Actor and He is also Good In Sport ^_^
aikk~ Ada lagi tapi banyak lagi aku nak tulis so aku stop kat situ ~
BIAS no.2 adalah JONGHYUN SHINee !!
why ? = wow! dengar suara dia power beb !! HaHaHa ! Dia comel wlaupun Pendek sikit (tapi dah normal untuk lelaki, cuma dia yg paling rndah dlam group tu) HaHaHa ^_^

SO THIS IS ^_^
- MINHO ^_^

JONGHYUN >.<

BOTH OF THEM ^_^ JongHo <3

sat~sat~ NI x bermkna aku x ske member lain ^_^ member lain pom comel2 juge >.<

Holiday~

Awwhhhsss~ Holiday ? Holiday apenye dah tinggal dua hari je lagi.. (Annoying) Homework aku x buat lagi weh~ Ada Nota Sains , Geog , dan Hw Math.. malasnye nak buat. btw dah lame x update Blog nih =_=
aku dah tukar name dah ^_^ Holiday kali ni x pergi mana2 pom , duduk kat rumah saje ~ pagi petang siang malam aku hadap Laptop ni haa~ BerTwitter & BerFacebook ^_^ okaylah~ sekarang nak pergi makan jap.. ^_^ Good Bye ^_^