Feel...

Sorry..
It must be really hard right ? i don't mean to make you be like this.. 
maybe i can't understand you.. sorry, last night i'm not there with you..
i know you got badmood last night.. right ? acctually i'm waiting for you since i back from school, although i know you usually online at night... but because i'm too tired, i sleep and wake up this morning.. you had exam, i really really don't mean to make you think a lot..
yes.. when first we know each other, i just want you to be my brother together.. but i don't know why it be like this.. i feel really comfort with you like we have been a few year already.. like we are the real sibling.. but, you are better than all my sibling, you know me more than them.. why you keep saying 'one day we will not be like this?'.. while me, i keep thinking 'although what happen, we are still friend, you are still my brother and nothing will changed' although one day i meet someone, i love someone.. you are still people that mean my brother to me.. but i think it's gonna be a longggg time more.. when you are with me when i'm sad, i'm happy and when you joke with me, i like that.. when you are about my sis, you care about me.. i don't know what to do anymore.. i'm glad i still have you, although we had problem we still tweet/joke like usual.. maybe a little changed? i feel bad though.. i feel.. if you gonna love someonelse, i will let you go, also this feeling.. but, please don't leave me and still be my friend.. glad, last night that person who ask u in ask.fm, has with you last night maybe it's make you feel better.. i'm sorry.. 

lene, we are friend right? i feel bad because of this.. i'm sorry lene.. please cheer up, i also read about your update.. it's must hurt a lot right ? i hope you can be happy and healthy always..