Destination ❤

Hello ^_^
jason genius, i'm updating here XP *can't call you pabo anymore since 16 days left from SPM*  hope you can do your best my sheepo XD i know youncan do it, ehh btw, when you want sponsor me to Korea? you already rich, has yellow hotel, treat me lah sometime XD hahahahaha XD yeahhh 3 weeks more before school holiday, feel to excited for freedom XD..well, feel very frust with my lapppppyyy loll, some keyboard not working so i have to type using on-screen keyboard and it freaking hard to touch2 loll =_=' i update for.... i also dont know ✌ btw next week i got exam, so please pray for my result ! i want to stay in the first class~ and i already decide to unactive my ask.fm, are you happy ? lets laugh with me 😈 hahahaha suddenly want laugh 🐑 minho was sooo cute and adorable ! and... for the stalker or busybody.. hey, dont be sesaeng please, what if you in that condition? i guess you will mad too.. Jason was so garang lately, so beware, he gonna eat you *joking* he keep call the busybody my fans loll, i dont want to have sasaeng fans.. its scary.. ahhh~  i miss danial already 😁
and for yaya, hey.. isnt ain already say, dont do that.. we must respect other decision.. i know you do that because you care about me but you really really dont have to do that,yaya. i'm not gonna broke our friendship just because of this matter.. i love you and this friendship.. so i hope you wont do that anymore.. i'm glad, its only you who cheer me up that time when i'm sad, although you had to study, you still care about me.. yaya, i love you chingu ❤
and i think i'm changed nlw with my friend.. T.T sorry.. i also dont know why i be like this...  and this is last but not least from me.. byebye and stay healthy 🎊

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Hello :)
firstly, i want to say Congrat For SHINee- Everybody comeback :) it was really cool, their dance was cool and cute ? I hope it's gonna be a daeeebakk comeback of this year :) haha.. ha.. haishh =_='
i just.. can't.. for Gee.. or Najihah.. you send me a wechat.. right ? i read it.. i got no comment for that.. it isn't like i dont want to forgive you, the truth is you also dont have any fault.. the reason why i sit at the other seat is.. i want some time.. can you give me some time to release all of this thing ?.. will you understand me ? lately i got a lot of problem.. i still love our friendship but please give me a time..

Lene.. Arlene.. I will try to do all the thing you told me.. 

But now.. why my feeling say, you are sad? sorry.. i dont know how to cheer you up now.. maybe you say you are okay.. but deep inside you heart.. still hurting.. right ? please be happy.. i feel very sad too because of this.. Jason.. please eat well, take care of yourself, don't overthinking, and don't awkward with me please ? :)
now i scared about something.. but i just let it.. it's not too important :) hahahaa XD now i remember about yaya, eykin and kak izzy loll XD yaya with her 'Over Happy' Thank You bestie. Eykin and her misunderstanding loll XD funny mehh, and kak izzzzzyyyyyy with her wish loll XD kak, it will be really cute right ? Minho ? hahaha :) they are awesome people in my life.. actually right now, i'm waiting for my SHINee-MOU album to arrived, hope i will got Minho Pc for this album XD.. that's all :) everyone, please be happy ? byebye

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i already read your update and it's killing me..
hey.. sorry but..
Although they dont know the real story but they try to understand, try to sit beside me, support me.. while you? you beside her..the people that i hate.. do you know how it feel ? seeing you like that make me feel down.. they try to understand my feeling right now, at this moment, at this kind of problem.. my though toward them be better now.. i been friend with them long time already and maybe thats why they know me more than other do..sorry but.. i have change my attitude toward you.. i dont want to do all of that but..i dont get the real you.. seem like you love her more.. right ? who 'her' ? the one who call you "kak gee"..
although they always leave me alone, they often ignore me, i always walk on step behind them.. but they are with me when i need someone to support me.. you say i'm changed but you changed more than i do.. it's not like i want to ignore you.. i love you a lot..

Do you remember.. the day we go to hangout? since that day.. i feel this feeling.. u still remember? when is whisper something about that girl and you say "hishhh" do you know how much i got heartbroken ? BECAUSE OF HER WE BE LIKE THIS AND I FREAKING HATE THAT GIRL ! 

i want to talk with you at the gate before back to home but seeing her around you, i rather stand alone... yesterday, i'm not laugh because of them.. but they say minho come to me so i laugh.. you see me laugh with them ? happy with them.. but dont you know that is FAKE ! i dont do that with you because i though you know my condition, because usually i can be the real me only INFRONT of you not my other friends.. i feel so bad when read your update.. the first, i though you and her just like, know each other.. but seem like it's not like that.. right ? i always talk bad about her.. dont you mad ? if you mad i'm sorry..

"chukkaeyo for having your bestfriend back ?" do you know how much your word here make me feel to choke myself ? i'm suffer a lot.. that's one of the reason i changed.. everywhere is a problem.. world can't stop judging.. THE LAST WORD FROM ME.. chingu, i'm sorry, i'm bad, i'm stupid, i'm useless, i make you hurting, i make you suffer.. it's all my fault..