hermm~ like this ahh..
You make me feel really bad.. Make me feel I'm the one who make you and her can't together..
I dun want to be Ego.. I want you happy, understand ?
maybe you think i will never understand you but.. you want me to say 'I'm Not Okay' 'I Hate You' like that ? and make all the people say I'm Selfish.. come on Jason.. Although I'm not okay or what, I still want you happy.. I already say from the beggining, don't fell burdened or sorry.. It's all my fault to had that stupid feeling toward you.. I act like i'm okay since last night because i don't want to make myself being sad and stupid.. i'm try to smile and tweet like an idiot, playing aroung and joking with other.. i dun wan us being too awkward.. I really2 miss the old us.. when we can tweet anything that we want..
now.. we can't be like that anymore, i don't want to hurting her, because i know what she feels.. she really2 want you.. about the people that disturb you in ask, i also don't know who but she seem really2 know me..
the reason why i always chaged is i'm trying to forget all my feeling toward you but i can't, i know you already has someone you like that time but i act nothing.. * I miss all our jokes, Sleep at the same time, and teasing each other* since the early we close, people don't like us.. although some of them say we are 'good or blablabla'.. we got bashed just because we always tweet each other, remember?
now.. i feel sorry toward her.. you should be happy.. I just want see you happy.. maybe things will changed... I hope you will happy with her.. I'm sorry for all of this.. there are one thing you don't know..
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