Life..

Hey.. I'm here again.. 
Today i went hangout with my friends.. it's awesome although it's damn tired.. i'm happy today until i meet that girl.. how can i meet her there ? when i see her.. my mood is like abcdefg.. i feel like 'mom.. i wannna go home now'.. yea.. she kind with my friends.. so, do you know how it feel ? it's not like i hate her but i dont like her attitude toward me.. i don't care about his bf or what.. i don't care anymore.. i dont like or love him anymore.. i just hoping that he always happy.. okay stop.. why i should think about him.. 
lately.. i got too stress, i think a lot i think.. tired with school.. when i got stress and i can't endure that anymore. i just crying alone.. i dont really like to share my problem with anyone expect people that really close.. now i'm thinking about this.. now i'm growing older, i be less-talking with my siblings.. i'm not playfull anymore.. i changed a lot with them.. sorry.. 
i'm tired of my life.. my family. my friends. why they cant love me like the way i love them ? what the fault i do ? haishh.. idk anymore.. and for him.. i already force myself to stop my feeling toward you.. but i can't.. now.. take your time.. 
well, at school... my friend keep mention his name although i say "he just my brother" but they nor belive that =_=' i really2 hope they can stop do that.. okay.. that's all.. byebye
i really reallly realllyyy love minho loll.. joking XD