English Exhibition

Hello baa baa ~!!
Today we had an english exhibiton that i told you before.. That Photography Project ! It was very tiring, last night i should finish the slideshow but i ended up sleeping =_=' luckily i can finished it at school today, Thanks to the member who help to decorate the picture while i make slideshow..i feel sorry toward them.. Syue, Syahirah, Anis, Gee, Farahin.. you work really hard.. sorry , maybe i'm not a good leader, sometime i get angry with you all but you still listen to me well and help a lot.. maybe i'm not like the the other leader.. i really2 had a good time today.. i feel very useless because i can't help you to give a script, but you doing well and i hope all of us got Band 6 for English.. it's was really fun we we joking with each other, that time i forgot all my problem and i feel the friendship between us ^^  Teacher say we got a broken english, but i hope whe proud when see our hardwork.. when give a introduction, i feel very nervous but teacher help me from the back.. i feel thankful.. i hope we can do this kind of project again.. for the other classmate who work hard, i hope all of us will succes :) Dila that cheer me up when i get ready to give a introduction, she give me a lot of support..we give a lot of cooperation to each other.. we learn a lot from this project, we learn to work hard, work in group, how to take a good picture and talk in front of people :) Thanks again to our teacher who give a lot of support and motivation for us to complete this project ~ ByeBye 

Now..

Hello^^
It's a bit busy now with school thing.. our English's Teacher want us to make a project about 'Photography' and we have to using our own skill to take a picture T_T so here is some of my picture :

At Beach..

Kenyir Lake

well.. it's not that beautiful though :( pray for my group's succes yaa :)

Cameron Highland

i'm glad for some my friend that always cheer me up :) yaya,gee,kak izzy thanks a lot.. but i need you more.. i feel weird with my siblings and parent.. it's been 14 years they with me but, they don't even know what i want, what i like and what i love.. nevermind, maybe they will never know..that time when i was young, i was very close with my older sis, but now she has her own family..and we are not that close anymore.. and my friend.. i just wanna tell them, can you share your problem with me? i share ny problem with you anytime i got problem but why you don't even tell me ? am i too bad and you don't even trust me ? i feel really really bad with that.. i have some message for them :

For Gee : Hey, sorry if anytime you ask me what's my problem, i say 'nothing'... it's because i don't even know that.. thanks for be my friend and sit beside me in class..

For Eykin : kinn, can you share your problem with me ? i feel stupid everytime you whisper with her when we are together.. you can't trust me yaa ?

For Yaya : thank you yaya anytime you beside me when i got a problem, you cheer me up sweety :) You are my bestfriend and i love you as family^^

i got my own reason why i'm not join our 'Brass Band' 90% from my classmate join that.. why? because there are no one can get me from practice that on weekend.. my dad always busy with work, he work far from school not like your dad, i can't walk alone home.. it's dangerous, can you understand that? and my mom won't let me walking alone..there are also none of our classmate live near my house.. i know la my house was not too far from school.. but still.. i hope my classmate understand that..

"Love, no matter when. This heart is given so much love

that it's overflowing. Always Love. 

You are the reason for my smile. 

Now, "I'm trying my best so that I can smile even when I can't see you"

I want to tell you that, right away. I want to send that message to you, with love.

Everyday Everywhere

We're definitely under the same sky

Thank you for believing in me,

Just that, makes me happy." -SHINee Always Love eng trans

Feel...

Sorry..
It must be really hard right ? i don't mean to make you be like this.. 
maybe i can't understand you.. sorry, last night i'm not there with you..
i know you got badmood last night.. right ? acctually i'm waiting for you since i back from school, although i know you usually online at night... but because i'm too tired, i sleep and wake up this morning.. you had exam, i really really don't mean to make you think a lot..
yes.. when first we know each other, i just want you to be my brother together.. but i don't know why it be like this.. i feel really comfort with you like we have been a few year already.. like we are the real sibling.. but, you are better than all my sibling, you know me more than them.. why you keep saying 'one day we will not be like this?'.. while me, i keep thinking 'although what happen, we are still friend, you are still my brother and nothing will changed' although one day i meet someone, i love someone.. you are still people that mean my brother to me.. but i think it's gonna be a longggg time more.. when you are with me when i'm sad, i'm happy and when you joke with me, i like that.. when you are about my sis, you care about me.. i don't know what to do anymore.. i'm glad i still have you, although we had problem we still tweet/joke like usual.. maybe a little changed? i feel bad though.. i feel.. if you gonna love someonelse, i will let you go, also this feeling.. but, please don't leave me and still be my friend.. glad, last night that person who ask u in ask.fm, has with you last night maybe it's make you feel better.. i'm sorry.. 

lene, we are friend right? i feel bad because of this.. i'm sorry lene.. please cheer up, i also read about your update.. it's must hurt a lot right ? i hope you can be happy and healthy always..

Life..

Hey.. I'm here again.. 
Today i went hangout with my friends.. it's awesome although it's damn tired.. i'm happy today until i meet that girl.. how can i meet her there ? when i see her.. my mood is like abcdefg.. i feel like 'mom.. i wannna go home now'.. yea.. she kind with my friends.. so, do you know how it feel ? it's not like i hate her but i dont like her attitude toward me.. i don't care about his bf or what.. i don't care anymore.. i dont like or love him anymore.. i just hoping that he always happy.. okay stop.. why i should think about him.. 
lately.. i got too stress, i think a lot i think.. tired with school.. when i got stress and i can't endure that anymore. i just crying alone.. i dont really like to share my problem with anyone expect people that really close.. now i'm thinking about this.. now i'm growing older, i be less-talking with my siblings.. i'm not playfull anymore.. i changed a lot with them.. sorry.. 
i'm tired of my life.. my family. my friends. why they cant love me like the way i love them ? what the fault i do ? haishh.. idk anymore.. and for him.. i already force myself to stop my feeling toward you.. but i can't.. now.. take your time.. 
well, at school... my friend keep mention his name although i say "he just my brother" but they nor belive that =_=' i really2 hope they can stop do that.. okay.. that's all.. byebye
i really reallly realllyyy love minho loll.. joking XD 

Haru^^

last week i stalk some SHINee old song and find this song^^ it was really good and got a meaningful lyric.. here the translation :

- [All] Fall in love, please hold onto my hand tightly

I wanna be, please stay only by my side
Oh, happy day, I'm going to give you my all
I can't stop, I only love you

Oh, shiny day, your happy smile
You so sweet, and my embarrassing nervousness
Take my heart, I'm going to give it to you
I can't stop my love for you (Love)

[Taemin] My heart beats fast
The more I look at you
My heart pounds so much 
[Onew] Again and again like this
Little by little every day
I love you today more than yesterday
I love you
[Key] More radiant than that sunlight
Is our memories that fill the day 
[Jonghyun] My severely trembling heart
Shouts that it loves you
Who looks over me

*Repeat

[Minho] Underneath the blue sky, the two of us
Walk the inescapable path where we’ve fallen into sweetness
Like in a love story that appears in a fairytale, we look at each other
We dream about what this is, is it love?
[Key] Feel like paradise, you are my day
Do you know my day is meaningful when you're in it, girl?If it's not you, I don't need anything else
Let today be the day
[Taemin] I think about you the entire day
It's just full of things we can do together
[Onew] In my day, you are
Such a special person
I shout that I love you

*Repeat

[Jonghyun] Fall in love, please hold onto my hand tightly
I wanna be, please stay only by my side
You so sweet, I'm going to give you my all
I can't stop, I only love you

[All] Oh, shiny day, your happy smile
You so sweet, and my embarrassing nervousness
Take my heart, I'm going to give it to you
I can't stop my love for you (Love)

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