Good Luck ^^

First of all, i wanna say 'Good Luck' for Jay.. He gonna had a trial tomorrow~ this update about.. about... continue that s.p.e.c.i.a.l.b.o.y. before XD.. why i continue that ? well, i also don't know.. when i alone with Eykin.. i thinking about this.. i'm just really really happy ? XP soryy for sometime i'm OVER, maybe you will feel annoyed but i hope that's not happen..
i hope you can accept me well, i'm not perfect.. but i hope we will be perfect together..
i really2 dont want to disturb you but.. since i miss you so i have to disturb *evil smile* i like the way you joking with me, like the usual we do^^ urmmm, do you already notice 'The things that i wait for you to notice?' i hope u alr know what is that..
when u ignore me before, i'm really hurting.. but now.. i'm thinking to forget all of that..
I Love You because Who Are You and i hope you will never changed..
I'm scared when you talk about your feeling..
I'm happy when online because i have you, kak izzy, kak mai and kak walking alive also some of my close friend that appreaciate me more than people in my real life..
you are not only in my social life, now you in my real life.. you should blame hyuna and zelo for that..
i like to flowering2 with you because i want to joking + i like to do that although u seen can't do that.. I'm okay and i hope you don't burdened :)
I hope i can meet Leon one day^^

*it's gonna rain XD so byebye :)* study smart jayjay ^^

My Day ^^

it's 23 August already XD
So my Birthday already passed :) 22 August 1999 :) i happy for that day even though some reason make me feel a bit sad :) Thanks for all the chingu who wish me.. and who give me a present, i really appreciate it :)
so i'm officially 14 Years Old :) I got the greatest present for my birthday.. it's him XD
since i alr 14 y/o now.. i wish i can be more kind than the past, more good than the past :)
that's all so byebye

Thanks for yaya who give me a cute turtle doll and SHINee Keychain, my mom that give me a phone and shoes.. My neighbour/friend who give me a dress and cake, my sis who give me a pink sheep doll XD, my untie that give me a hoodies and Jason who give me his update XD

byebye <3

Him..

and it's true.. i know the way you type, dear... you can't hide that^^
I love your blog song btw..
no need to thanked, it's my promise.. right ?
me is me :) i don't pretend anything ^^
you always got a chance since i still....
and i promise to always by your side.. i hope you can do the same..
i really really glad to have you, you.. always make me happy..
thanks for coming to my life.. and the reason I Love U is..
because you are you.. you are very caring..your attitude, i like it..
different ? why i dont feel any different.. is it real i'm different ?
exam.. it's very important.. it's really important for you.. and i always know you can do it..
we should study hard.. right ?
i will try to not change my attitude... and not be awkward.. let's be normal..
seen like i have to listen to you.. i know my dad love me.. and my friend too.. i have to appreciate what they have done for me..
thanks for the wish.. as long as you have by my side i will try to be happy..
because you are one of the reason i happy..
thanks for follow me and mention me first on twitter.. i can feel having a caring brother...
i also don't like when you sad.. please always be happy.. when had a problem, i will always be there.. for you..
i don expect all of this acctually... i wake up this morning and checked your blog..
and i end up crying.. thank you.. for the greatest present for my birthday..
you should take your time to know me more and i should do that too..
i don't want you to easily give up loving someone like the past..
i hope it will be a long-lasting ? haha..
Thanks for be my Brother, My Bestfriend and My Everything..

Just Read ahh..

hermm~ like this ahh..
You make me feel really bad.. Make me feel I'm the one who make you and her can't together..
I dun want to be Ego.. I want you happy, understand ?
maybe you think i will never understand you but.. you want me to say 'I'm Not Okay' 'I Hate You' like that ? and make all the people say I'm Selfish.. come on Jason.. Although I'm not okay or what, I still want you happy.. I already say from the beggining, don't fell burdened or sorry.. It's all my fault to had that stupid feeling toward you.. I act like i'm okay since last night because i don't want to make myself being sad and stupid.. i'm try to smile and tweet like an idiot, playing aroung and joking with other.. i dun wan us being too awkward.. I really2 miss the old us.. when we can tweet anything that we want..
now.. we can't be like that anymore, i don't want to hurting her, because i know what she feels.. she really2 want you..  about the people that disturb you in ask, i also don't know who but she seem really2 know me..
the reason why i always chaged is i'm trying to forget all my feeling toward you but i can't, i know you already has someone you like that time but i act nothing.. * I miss all our jokes, Sleep at the same time, and teasing each other* since the early we close, people don't like us.. although some of them say we are 'good or blablabla'.. we got bashed just because we always tweet each other, remember?
now.. i feel sorry toward her.. you should be happy.. I just want see you happy.. maybe things will changed... I hope you will happy with her.. I'm sorry for all of this.. there are one thing you don't know..