Happy Birthday 911209

wahhhh~! yest is my bias birthday :) #HappyMinho23rdDay !! i have a lot of things i wanna say to him, so one day i'm gonna meet him :) Thanks for coming into my life and makes my day Choi Minho ^_^ Although he not my first bias since i come into K-Pop fandom (the first is King Jonghyun) now he is my first Bias !! SHINee never be SHINee without Our Flaming Charisma Minho ! remember that SHINee World Love You ! i had many beautiful day and moments since i stan you, MinHoney ❤ i hope he will make a twitter acc =,= may you will always succes and happy as an idols now, i know you must having a lot of hardtime but remember that SHINee World always by your side to support you and good luck in everythings :) Oh Je Ro, Choi Min Hyuk, Kang Tae Joon, Kim Seung Woo, Choi Minho, Saranghae.. he is one of my role model ckckckc you and SHINee makes my life colourful.. when i'm having a hard time.. seeing you make me stand up again, although you don't know me.. you give me a lot of strenght and i'm sure that other flames also like me ^_^ we proud of you

i like his competitive and work hard, i loved seeing him serious when it's about sport and work.. don't misunderstood about his competitiveness, it's not like he want to boast that he is talented.. the truth is he was born talented.. stop talking shit about minho, you are not a shawol so you don't even know anything about him.. minho.. the boy who the first to comfort his hyung when they crying, the guy who never forget to mention SHINee World anytime they got an award, he is the one who left behind after every concert and give heart to shawol, a tough guy but he really pure and lovely when he cry, the quiet and carefull in word minho now turned to be talkactive and adorable cute interesting minho.. your face, your laugh, your cuteness, your voice, your talents and everythings about you..  i really really love it.. i promise to always be on your behalf and always support you.. wish you to always happy and stay healthy ! SHINee World Love Choi Minho

SHINee 💎

"SHINee"

today, i'm gonna update about them, the best K-Pop Idols in my life.

MAMA yesterday is bored for me, it's without SHINee, SJ, B1A4, BAP, TEEN TOP, BTOB loll XD

SHINee didn't attend it but i still hoping that SHINee Will win, so it ended up SHINee Won Best Dance Performance and i'm really really proud of that ! and congratulation shawol, we really really did a work hard for SHINee and SHINee also work hard :) we make that #SHINeeIsMissing hashtag trending in some place and it was soo fun playing around :)

'141113' the date i put in my twitter's bio, it was the day SHINee won Artist Of The Year. the day were Minho and Taemin cry for the first time when got an award :) They deserve that award, they really really did a work hard ! btw, this is my though for SHINee Member :)

Minho = Haishh T.T minho really really has a tight schedule, it make flames worried about his healthy.. i just stalk a MINHO's fanpage at FB and lots of picture from that page is minho acted cute and make me wanna keep him in my pocket T.T joking joking :) Minho seem like a tough guy, right ? but when he cry.. he seems very pure and adorable OF COURSE HE IS MY BIAS MUAHAHA

Jonghyun = Jonghyun Jonghyun Jonghyun KING OF TROLLER T.T how can he tweeted he's at home the right time when Shawol trend #SHINeeIsMissing.. he was soo cute and it makes people check his real age again and again :) Do you hear his sobbing at MMA ? it's soo noisy and cute loll Jonghyun looks like a sweet guy, right ? how much he love his mom and noona awww adorable King Jonghyun

Onew = Our Leader Lee JinKi ^_^ ohh, btw its been a while i dont see his sangtae.. my mom really really like onew in SHINee :) Jinki is a humble guy, that bow for everyone although he is senior.. a guy that hide all of his pain and keep smillling.. he is forever a good leader for me and i really really wanna be like him.. i mean his attitude, he respect everyone :) 

Taemin = Lee Taemin or his new name Taeman :) when watching SHINee 2008-2010, Taemin was really cute his face hahaha ^^ so young and like a kid but now hes changed :) he be mature and it's a good thing :) human will grow old haha ^_^ although some time his cuteness came without his knowing :) now we really2 had to think again, who maknae in SHINee XD 

Key = Ohh Kim Kibum you soo adorable day by day in my heart, i love his black hair !!! did you see his room ? LMAO XD i though his room was the clean one because he is Umma XD i think its because of his tight schedule now he dont have mush time for updating his 'Key Shop'.. he cry when talked with his grandma in Barefoot Friends.. ohh he has a pure heart.. he must really2 miss his grandma, right ? diva key

okay finished, are you enjoy reading my blablabla from my heart ? maybe my though is different from other but i really really want to post this so if you hate it just keep calm and love SHINee :) thats only for this early morning-late night :) i will update again tomorrow maybe :) paiipaii

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yeah... My final exam already ended !! but not a freedom yet, still got PBS T.T hope i will got a good result.. i'm so lazy this year.. seeing people same age as me work really had make myself feel weird LMAO XD i just.. yaaa.. *Miracle is another name for hardwork?* hahaha :) yeah.. myself being really weird right.. last weeks.. it was really really worst.. i keep treat people cold.. i dont know whats wrong with me.. but.. now.. i think its better.. i try not showing my eager or feeling at twitter.. i try to forgive them and think positive.. i'm sorry, really really sorry.. i'm a badgirl right? i'm not a good saeng,friend and daughter for people beside me..
mianhei... last week i keep thinking about stupid things.. hahahahahaa....

dad.. sorry.. if only you read this.. your stubborn daughter here.. say sorry.. i'm lazy to study.. but i really2 want to make you proud again and again.. i love you more than other.. but i hope you can get enough rest.. you always say that you're tired..

and for someoneoneone.. : good luck for spm.. now people know who.. i know you can do it because you are jjang jjang 😃 i.. always want to be a person who always be there for you.. joke with you and hear your problem.. sorry, i'm not a good mei.. i hope you will understand me sometime when my mood weird...

Destination ❤

Hello ^_^
jason genius, i'm updating here XP *can't call you pabo anymore since 16 days left from SPM*  hope you can do your best my sheepo XD i know youncan do it, ehh btw, when you want sponsor me to Korea? you already rich, has yellow hotel, treat me lah sometime XD hahahahaha XD yeahhh 3 weeks more before school holiday, feel to excited for freedom XD..well, feel very frust with my lapppppyyy loll, some keyboard not working so i have to type using on-screen keyboard and it freaking hard to touch2 loll =_=' i update for.... i also dont know ✌ btw next week i got exam, so please pray for my result ! i want to stay in the first class~ and i already decide to unactive my ask.fm, are you happy ? lets laugh with me 😈 hahahaha suddenly want laugh 🐑 minho was sooo cute and adorable ! and... for the stalker or busybody.. hey, dont be sesaeng please, what if you in that condition? i guess you will mad too.. Jason was so garang lately, so beware, he gonna eat you *joking* he keep call the busybody my fans loll, i dont want to have sasaeng fans.. its scary.. ahhh~  i miss danial already 😁
and for yaya, hey.. isnt ain already say, dont do that.. we must respect other decision.. i know you do that because you care about me but you really really dont have to do that,yaya. i'm not gonna broke our friendship just because of this matter.. i love you and this friendship.. so i hope you wont do that anymore.. i'm glad, its only you who cheer me up that time when i'm sad, although you had to study, you still care about me.. yaya, i love you chingu ❤
and i think i'm changed nlw with my friend.. T.T sorry.. i also dont know why i be like this...  and this is last but not least from me.. byebye and stay healthy 🎊

사랑해요...

Hello :)
firstly, i want to say Congrat For SHINee- Everybody comeback :) it was really cool, their dance was cool and cute ? I hope it's gonna be a daeeebakk comeback of this year :) haha.. ha.. haishh =_='
i just.. can't.. for Gee.. or Najihah.. you send me a wechat.. right ? i read it.. i got no comment for that.. it isn't like i dont want to forgive you, the truth is you also dont have any fault.. the reason why i sit at the other seat is.. i want some time.. can you give me some time to release all of this thing ?.. will you understand me ? lately i got a lot of problem.. i still love our friendship but please give me a time..

Lene.. Arlene.. I will try to do all the thing you told me.. 

But now.. why my feeling say, you are sad? sorry.. i dont know how to cheer you up now.. maybe you say you are okay.. but deep inside you heart.. still hurting.. right ? please be happy.. i feel very sad too because of this.. Jason.. please eat well, take care of yourself, don't overthinking, and don't awkward with me please ? :)
now i scared about something.. but i just let it.. it's not too important :) hahahaa XD now i remember about yaya, eykin and kak izzy loll XD yaya with her 'Over Happy' Thank You bestie. Eykin and her misunderstanding loll XD funny mehh, and kak izzzzzyyyyyy with her wish loll XD kak, it will be really cute right ? Minho ? hahaha :) they are awesome people in my life.. actually right now, i'm waiting for my SHINee-MOU album to arrived, hope i will got Minho Pc for this album XD.. that's all :) everyone, please be happy ? byebye

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i already read your update and it's killing me..
hey.. sorry but..
Although they dont know the real story but they try to understand, try to sit beside me, support me.. while you? you beside her..the people that i hate.. do you know how it feel ? seeing you like that make me feel down.. they try to understand my feeling right now, at this moment, at this kind of problem.. my though toward them be better now.. i been friend with them long time already and maybe thats why they know me more than other do..sorry but.. i have change my attitude toward you.. i dont want to do all of that but..i dont get the real you.. seem like you love her more.. right ? who 'her' ? the one who call you "kak gee"..
although they always leave me alone, they often ignore me, i always walk on step behind them.. but they are with me when i need someone to support me.. you say i'm changed but you changed more than i do.. it's not like i want to ignore you.. i love you a lot..

Do you remember.. the day we go to hangout? since that day.. i feel this feeling.. u still remember? when is whisper something about that girl and you say "hishhh" do you know how much i got heartbroken ? BECAUSE OF HER WE BE LIKE THIS AND I FREAKING HATE THAT GIRL ! 

i want to talk with you at the gate before back to home but seeing her around you, i rather stand alone... yesterday, i'm not laugh because of them.. but they say minho come to me so i laugh.. you see me laugh with them ? happy with them.. but dont you know that is FAKE ! i dont do that with you because i though you know my condition, because usually i can be the real me only INFRONT of you not my other friends.. i feel so bad when read your update.. the first, i though you and her just like, know each other.. but seem like it's not like that.. right ? i always talk bad about her.. dont you mad ? if you mad i'm sorry..

"chukkaeyo for having your bestfriend back ?" do you know how much your word here make me feel to choke myself ? i'm suffer a lot.. that's one of the reason i changed.. everywhere is a problem.. world can't stop judging.. THE LAST WORD FROM ME.. chingu, i'm sorry, i'm bad, i'm stupid, i'm useless, i make you hurting, i make you suffer.. it's all my fault..

English Exhibition

Hello baa baa ~!!
Today we had an english exhibiton that i told you before.. That Photography Project ! It was very tiring, last night i should finish the slideshow but i ended up sleeping =_=' luckily i can finished it at school today, Thanks to the member who help to decorate the picture while i make slideshow..i feel sorry toward them.. Syue, Syahirah, Anis, Gee, Farahin.. you work really hard.. sorry , maybe i'm not a good leader, sometime i get angry with you all but you still listen to me well and help a lot.. maybe i'm not like the the other leader.. i really2 had a good time today.. i feel very useless because i can't help you to give a script, but you doing well and i hope all of us got Band 6 for English.. it's was really fun we we joking with each other, that time i forgot all my problem and i feel the friendship between us ^^  Teacher say we got a broken english, but i hope whe proud when see our hardwork.. when give a introduction, i feel very nervous but teacher help me from the back.. i feel thankful.. i hope we can do this kind of project again.. for the other classmate who work hard, i hope all of us will succes :) Dila that cheer me up when i get ready to give a introduction, she give me a lot of support..we give a lot of cooperation to each other.. we learn a lot from this project, we learn to work hard, work in group, how to take a good picture and talk in front of people :) Thanks again to our teacher who give a lot of support and motivation for us to complete this project ~ ByeBye